CVassar Poets - Alan Dubow

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THE DIFFERENCE
I talk to the plant in the corner
I've even given her a name
And while she's never derisive
Somehow it's just not the same
I could surely use some feedback
From someone who hears what I say
For now, I'm still learning the difference
Between loneliness and being alone
 
I can feel now how life is better
Than when you were here in the room
Still, "Ivy" is much better company
Than your obsession with you
All she asks of me is water
And never tries to do me harm
And I'm still working on the difference
Between loneliness and being alone
 
Having someone beside me
Seemed like an obvious cure
But there's more to making connection
Than having a voice and a face
And I never felt more isolated
Than the time I wasted with you
Which helped teach me the difference
Between loneliness and being alone
 
The very best part of your absence
Is the chance to meet somebody new
I'll certainly be far more careful
And way less desperate, too
But I'll gladly hold the door open
For someone who's more than just present
As I'm working my way through the difference
Between loneliness and being alone
 
Don't portray me as bitter
The depiction just isn't true
But life is loaded with lessons
Some of them even get through
And one is that a real relationship
Is more than a pretty face to talk to
As I grow, I'm seeing the difference
Between loneliness and being alone
 
I anticipate a future
With someone much better than you
But while it's just me and "Ivy"
I'm fully equipped to make do
Until someone hears and feels me
And I'm a part of her, too
Patience comes from knowing the difference
Between loneliness and being alone
 
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