CVassar Poets - Alan Dubow

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DISCARDED

I know we're just friends
Despite all the flirting
I truly have friend expectations
But those can be higher
Than those of a lover
In so many ways
With lovers you know
That one day they will leave you
But friends you rely on
To be there the rest of your life
 
I can't really say
That you did anything wrong
It's fairer to say
You just didn't do enough right
I wouldn't say
That I feel broken hearted
It's fairer to say
That I feel discarded
And looking at you
Just makes me feel worthless and small
 
I know that I've set
The bar pretty high
When I say that I want
What I'd do for you
And so I'm not mad
When that doesn't happen
But it hurts all the same
To think you feel less than I do
I'm not going away
I just can't face you right now
 
I can't really say
That you did anything wrong
It's fairer to say
You just didn't do enough right
I wouldn't say
That I feel broken hearted
It's fairer to say
That I feel discarded
And looking at you
Just makes me feel worthless and small
 
It's not your job
To shield or protect me
And yet all the same
I want you to want to
I know it seems strange
But it's just what I'm feeling
And I know deep inside
It's what I'd do for you
I just want to feel
I can count you all of the time
 
I can't really say
That you did anything wrong
It's fairer to say
You just didn't do enough right
I wouldn't say
That I feel broken hearted
It's fairer to say
That I feel discarded
And looking at you
Just makes me feel worthless and small
 
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